Wow, been a while...lol

I still owe pics of Luke too... haha

wow, things have changed. :)
Im still single... still alone.
Doing okay tho, just moved, into my parents house, they're living in Hamilton, I am renting their house while they decide if they LIKE living in Hamilton, so that they dont sell their house here and end up hating it.

I'm NOT much of a country person, but, I decided to make the best of it while I'm here, I intend to do a garden of some sort.. and, have some chickens. LOL My kids like collecting eggs from them, however, I will still buy my eggs from the grocery store! I prefer the shit cleaned off them! haha

Kids are keeping me busy, and stressed. They are good at it. :) Eve is currently seeing a pediatrician to figure out wtf. is up with her... if she isnt fixed soon, I will need a prescription for anything from the LCBO :D

House Guest coming! :)

We're going to have a house guest for approx 10ish days! :) My cousin, Luke! His mom and dad are going to Mexico, the kids are super excited! I will be sure to take/upload some pics while hes here! Because, I'm pretty sure his mom reads my blog too.. hahaha

Catching up..

Feb 12th was my Grandmas Birthday, so again, we went to the Cemetery to release balloons for her to receive in Heaven ;) My Aunt and Cousin came along this year too, and Damian joined us because it was a Ryder switch day, and he had offered to drive us to the cemetery. :D itd be a long walk.. lol Happy (late now..) Birthday Nana! <3

update on us.. its a big one!

In december, Damian and I broke up, it was initially *my* fault, which I'll admit the reason to, privately, but-not on my blog. Basiclally, I'm not as awesome as I may seem. Shocking, I know. After I tried for 3 months to get him back-pretty much begging, cried y that whole time too.(Literally daily) and he did something that I don't believe he'd have done, if he cared about me at all, I decided, I'm done. Very done, I had been hurt enough. It wasn't an easy decision, but, I was pushed away more and more every day during that 3 months of crying.. So, I need to toughen up, move on. Which, I tried to do. I told Damian I was meeting someone, he then told me he wanted me back.. Then I had the hard decision of-taking the one who treated me so harshly for 3 months straight--and didn't think anything of it, and who I knew I had TRIED a relationship with already, and had it fail, miserably..and the one who left, and didn't consider my older children's feelings at all throughout it. Or, continue to move on, I decided to continue to move on. No details about who I went to meet-so don't ask. ;) For now, I'm hoping Damian and I can get over nit-picky comments, they suck, and to be honest- hurt more.