update on us.. its a big one!

In december, Damian and I broke up, it was initially *my* fault, which I'll admit the reason to, privately, but-not on my blog. Basiclally, I'm not as awesome as I may seem. Shocking, I know. After I tried for 3 months to get him back-pretty much begging, cried y that whole time too.(Literally daily) and he did something that I don't believe he'd have done, if he cared about me at all, I decided, I'm done. Very done, I had been hurt enough. It wasn't an easy decision, but, I was pushed away more and more every day during that 3 months of crying.. So, I need to toughen up, move on. Which, I tried to do. I told Damian I was meeting someone, he then told me he wanted me back.. Then I had the hard decision of-taking the one who treated me so harshly for 3 months straight--and didn't think anything of it, and who I knew I had TRIED a relationship with already, and had it fail, miserably..and the one who left, and didn't consider my older children's feelings at all throughout it. Or, continue to move on, I decided to continue to move on. No details about who I went to meet-so don't ask. ;) For now, I'm hoping Damian and I can get over nit-picky comments, they suck, and to be honest- hurt more.