Firecracker Blinkie

Heres a blinkie from Ryders Playgroup on IVillage :)
Watch for him!

Also,
My going upnorth update..lol

While upnorth for Thanksgiving, I was a whiner...I didnt have fun, and I let it be known.
Honestly, most of it was because of all the stuff my Aunt had changed from how my Grandma used to do things, it was upsetting to me..

Also, I had my period at the time, and wanted to be HOME. I was expected to pee in a pail overnight if I had to go..ummmm no :)

Anyways, on a more positive note, I bought a fishing pole, tried fishing, lol first time in a LONG time.
My sister broke her wrist in a quadding accident..silly girl. :)

The latest on Scout..

Scout has a new home now, which I am SURE is a great one, if you had seen how excited his new owner was to get him, you'd sooo agree! I hope hes good there and has an excellent life-Best of Luck to them!

Eve and I went to the Cemetary to visit my Grandma

Her and I have been planning on going to the cemetary for her to leave flowers for my Grandma, because I sent to her Scotts parents after my grandma died thinking she was too young, wouldnt understand etc-which I really really regret.

So, finally yesterday I went and picked out some flowers at the dollarstore, purple, cause that was my Grandmas favorite colour,

After she stuck the flowers in the ground, she blew a kiss and said "I really really miss you Nana"

of course, I started crying..why did i think it would be so easy to put the flowers in the ground and leave??
I wasnt prepared for her to say anything really... it was so difficult.



Next weekend is Thanksgiving here in Canada, we're going up to my grandparents huge property/cottages upnorth, that is where my Grandma spent her last day..thats where she died. Thanksgiving was important to her that we were all together, and we always spent it upnorth..this is going to be a rough thanksgiving... I miss her alot, I just try not to show it.